Well...I currently feel like all my mmd pictures and videos aren't really all that special. So the computer that I use for mmd has stopped working. I'm not sure why, but the only solution that's available at the moment is to reinstall windows. Of course since it stopped working properly I told my parents how worried I am about the possibility of all my mmd data being lost. Like, you put a lot of time, effort, and love into these videos and pictures that losing them all would be heartbreaking. (this kind of reminds me of the time where I lost the save data to all my ps3 games *shivers*) So to make an extremely long story short my dad told me that all my mmd related things are "just stuff" and that I shouldn't even bother worrying about them. I told him that the statement he made hurt a little bit, but he just told me to get over it. As I left to go to my room he continued to belittle me, my videos, and my pictures.
That really got to me and made me feel like everything I made was worthless and not special at all. It really sucks hearing that from a parent...like if you know that your child loves creating things, whether it's videos, pictures, drawings, or even games, why would you say things that would make them feel like the things they made aren't important at all?
Even if my mmd data is ok, it'll probably be a while before I'm able to find the motivation to make anything with mmd. Maybe I'm just thinking about all of this too much but...I don't know.